Unresponsive

A week it has been

And now im feeling so weak

A day in the daily fray

Take me back I beg the words you will say

Cut off like an infected limb

The reality is true but its horribly grim

Left behind I stand solitary and alone..

And this is how it goes with the voice of deafening tone

I hear the words that were said fade into nothing,theyr gone

And now this is how I say everything is fallen apart and is wrong

I fucked shit up badly,like a picture with paint splashed over

But this is my testament,burning from my horrific crash

Ripped apart and the pieces are gone with the wind

Forgive me please I know I have sinned

                               

Im hanging off this cliff.its a long way down

And as I lose my grip I slowly start to drown

That time seems so distant..what the fuck happened?

I im not like anyone infact im completely different

Sit where you one comforted me.it was cold and I was lost

To the side unwanted,to the peripheral,I am tossed

Breathing heavily I have run so far,

Pulling in hot smoke and inhaling that tar

I walk on and see your face,but its not you

You are gone completely,without a trace

Crossed the line that I drew in the first place

Failing to maintain the “nothing is wrong” face

Driving you away into the sunset..gone and not coming back

Watch as my eyes are turning from brown to black

Shudder at the realization the found missing piece,is now gone once more

This life and this everyday bullshit is what I abhor

 Cryogenically frozen inside.colder than the freezer in which you reside

Understood once.but now gone and not coming back for good

You let me go but im still in your grip

My heart felt whole but now its all ripped

Cold metallic malice in my mouth,if I do die,im going down south

Venom in my words I seem to hold true

I misplaced it wrongly,it was let out on you

I still hold you dear even though to you im not even near

If I called out your name you wont even hear

Wake from the nightmare but enter a different one

Without you life is a sad and hopless song

I slipped.i’ve fallen,in your name I lie dead

Nobody answers the call and I lie here alone on my bed